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Lydia and jackson arrive back at her house ,
L: thnx for the ride
J: no problem its the least i can do , look lydia i am so sorry about what happened i never meant to hurt you
L: laughing , ohhh jackson hunny you really think i am dumb dont you , you dont think i know about all the others ? I let you carry on because lets face it you were not getting it from me and you look good on my arm , it was strategic , just a pawn in my game of chess ,
Jackson looks at lydia with his mouth wide open ..
J : huh , you knew and never said a word , why , i mean did it not bother you ?
L: after the first time no it didnt i knew you wouldnt stop and i knew you were never fully in love with me
J: wow i never realised you paid so much attention , i am sorry though you dont deserve it
Jackson looks down at his feet guilty , lydia opens the door to get out
L: forget it , we will be civil but i swear do not make out with that slutty erica in fron of me at school if you want to keep your balls , comprende
Lydia slams the door and founces into the house
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Derek sits and thinks outloud to himself. *Stiles I wish i could tell you the truth. I wish i could open my mouth and let you know that I care for you. The way you laugh, the way we argue, the way you hate me but still want to help me with nothing in return. You can be with Lydia and be happy, have a life not surrounded with crazy werewolf drama. You can be normal and all I do is cause death.**
It sounds so easy when I say it in my head so why can't i tell Stiles this? Why did I just let him walk out that door and possibly out my life? But then again if he cared he wouldn't have left.
Derek texts Erica: Erica can you come meet me at my house. I need a distraction and you need to control your anger and learn to channel that into tolerance of pain.
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Erica texts back
Erica: sure
Erica knocks on.Derek's door as she fixes.her hair
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*Derek looks at Erica...sniffs at her a little bit then smiles***
"Seems as if you've had some fun today"
**Erica notices the dent in the wall from when Derek pushed Stiles and smiles at well**
"I need you focused Erica" *Derek pulls out some chains from the dusty gym bag in the corner by the door and guides Erica down to the basement. Derek ties Erica up and digs his claws deep into her skin.
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Erica lets out an ear piercing scream
Erica: you love making a girl scream don't you Derek?
She smirks
Stiles ears Erica scream as.he walks through the woods. He runs to.Derek's house and runs into the basement
Stiles: what the hell are you doing to her?!
Stiles pushes Derek up against the wall surprised at his strength
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"You hear her scream and come running to her rescue huh? Why am I not surprised! I'm training her, she needs to build up her tolerance for pain for when she's hunted"
*Derek pushes Stiles with his shoulder and unchains Erica...Erica gives Derek a smile, kisses his neck and rubs on his chest to see Stiles' response. Derek out of habit throws her against the wall*
"Don't ever do that again" *Derek turns to look at Stiles before running upstairs out of shame*
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Erica: oww
She rubs her shoulder
Erica: tell Derek....I may be blonde and hot but I'm not stupid
She winks at stiles then leaves. Stiles looks nervous as he walks upstairs and.goes into Derek's room as.Derek sits on his bed looking down. Stiles sits next to Derek
Stiles: I'm sorry that I keep messing up....and making you mad. But I have a big question......I did some research online & it said that when an alpha suddenly has feelings for an omega...or any other lesser creature & if said creature has feelings back then it means only one thing.....Derek, am I your mate?
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"Stiles you're a very smart kid but that's all you are...a kid. You read too much and can't believe everything you see on the internet."
Derek gets up from the bed because Stiles kept making him nervous.
"I noticed Erica left, i really have to train her....I need a strong pack an Alpha is only as good as his pack and it'll be pointless if you're my mate or not if i'm dead."
Derek goes back to Stiles and rubs his hair, then nudges his cheek with his nose and slowly whispers "why can't you leave me alone?"
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Stiles stands up and rubs the side of Derek's face as he looks into his eyes
Stiles: I want to but I can't....my heart just wont let me. You can.deny it but I know deep down inside you feel the exact same way
Stiles looks nervous then leans in and passionately kisses Derek. Stiles' heart beats fast and he goes numb as everything around them freezes and doesn't matter. Stiles is runs his fingers through Derek's hair as he keeps kissing him
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Derek welcomes the passionate kiss and as his eyes turn a deep red he knows the kiss can't happen again.
"Don't do that! I'll hurt you. I can't control my strength yet"
Derek knew the words he was saying were all lies. He knew Stiles could see through all his fear and he knew he wanted Stiles to be his but he knew he could never risk Stiles getting hurt because he knew he wouldn't be able to protect him forever